I wanted to interview one of these ladies for the March “Skater of the Month” article, but then I thought, “I can’t really feature one without the other!” In case you were unaware, my Skate Free or Die teammates Killa & Bam are basically inseparable, sometimes match their outfits unintentionally, and sometimes fight like they’re dating…but they’re not. They’re derby wives. Both are long-standing league members and 2014 charter skaters of the Skate Free or Die All-Stars.
So, I decided to get some perspective from them on “who is your derby wife and what does she do” (in my best Arnold voice) because it’s only fitting that these two be featured together! Please let me introduce your Derby Wives of the Month: Chicka Chicka “Bam” Bam & McKilla Queen!
How did you get into playing roller derby?
Killa: I have been roller skating since before I can remember. I was a competitive artistic roller skater from age two to 18. It was my life. I first heard about NHRD from a newspaper article back in 2008, and derby seemed like just the thing I was looking for. I really missed roller skating! With a push from my best friend, I finally had the courage and the means to go to fresh meat tryouts in 2010. I walked into tryouts with just my skates…no gear…nothing! I even had to borrow a mouth guard (ew ew ewww!!) I had no idea what I was getting myself into…I just knew that I knew how to skate, and doing something so unlike artistic skating was refreshing. The challenge, the team work, the friendships, the physical and mental limits I’ve had to push are what really got me hooked.
Bam: When I graduated college I moved outside of Boston and was looking for a new gym to join. I stumbled across a website about extreme sports that listed roller derby. Right around that time I saw the trailer for the movie “Whip It” and knew I had to check out a game. While visiting my parents in New York I went to an Albany All-Stars bout. The next morning I was at my childhood rink renting skates to see if I could still stand up. Thirty minutes later I was doing crossovers and signed up for tryouts!
We hear all the time about how you two are derby wives. What does the definition of a derby wife mean to you?
Bam: A derby wife is more than a best friend. They’re the person that you’re closest with in derby and outside of derby. A wife is the one that you can count on for anything and know they will have your back no matter what. They’re the person that you go over every single thing with and can have no filter. When you’ve been wives as long as we have you basically become one brain. We can have an entire conversation with one look.
Killa: A derby wife is its own kind of beast. A derby wife is not just your best friend in derby, she is not just another teammate, and she is the person that helps guide you to reach your goals. A derby wife is there for you for a reality check when you need it, and she has your back, even if you’re just being a little crazy. She’s there for you for your “real life” issues, and is the one to steer you in the right direction. Simply because knows your derby/real-life balance… And just helps get to where you want to be.
How long have you been derby wives? How did you meet?
Killa: Bam and I have been derby wives since my first season, back in 2011. It wasn’t your typical, “love at first sight” type of story either. I don’t think we really even have a story… we actually didn’t even speak to each other in the first 4 months that I joined NHRD! We had a few memorable moments together, before we actually declared ourselves wives… Like that one time Bam and Gil T destroyed my MVP trophy from my first bout ever. They say it was an accident… I call it hazing. haha
There is one particular moment that I knew she’d be the perfect derby wife… It was at my first after party at one of our home games.. I wasn’t planning on staying long and Bam called my boyfriend at the time and convinced him to drive all the way to Manchester to pick me up, just so I could stay and drink (safety first!!). Next thing I knew, both of our boyfriends were holding our purses, and we were off dancing and doing god knows what else, I don’t remember.
Bam: Almost 3 years! McKilla joined NHRD a year after I had. She came in as an experienced skater so I noticed who she was, but a couple of months went by before our paths really crossed. She talked trash to me on the track, which is directly the way to my heart! I immediately knew she was cool and that I had to be friends with this girl. At her first after party I pulled her onto the dance floor and we’ve been experiencing shenanigans together ever since.
What type of support does your derby wife give you as a teammate? How is it different from the support from your other teammates?
Bam: McKilla is my biggest fan and the first person I call on for help. There’s really nothing better than hearing “That’s my wife!” yelled when I’m on the track. I think the best way that McKilla supports me is simply just being there. We spend a LOT of time together. It’s really nice to have someone that you can always talk to and makes you feel comfortable no matter the situation you’re in.
Support from my derby wife is different than that of my other teammates because it means the most to me. McKilla gets just as excited for my accomplishments as she does her own. There are a lot of things in derby and outside of derby that I can’t imagine having gotten through without her. #singlemomproblems with my dog, Toby, just to mention one.
Killa: I can honestly say I wouldn’t still be playing roller derby if it weren’t for Bam. She knows exactly what I need to hear and when I need it…Whether it’s the tough love approach of, “get your ass out of bed you’re coming to practice.” Or she’s the one to tell me I had a good practice, and that my outside hits were getting better. She is able to keep me on the right path with the ups and downs of derby life.
What makes her different than just a teammate is that she knows what I’m capable of. She knows what makes me tick, and knows my journey. Her support means most to me, and I know that when she says something…she means it…there’s no bull with her.
What is your favorite thing that you’ve accomplished together in derby or otherwise?
Killa: Winning our 2nd game at ECDX 2012. It was our first tournament, and the first time that we realized that all our hard work actually brought us somewhere! SFOD focused on becoming a competitive team that year, and this was the first moment that we realized all the work we put in was paying off. It was just such a cool feeling to share that with someone who was there from the very beginning of it all…every scrimmage, every Sunday morning practice, every time I wanted to die after jamming…we shared all those moments together, and to see it all come together at ECDX is something I can never forget.
Bam: Making it to Division 1 Tournament together has to be my favorite. As a whole team it was a great accomplishment but I definitely couldn’t imagine experiencing the whole weekend without my wife. We have traveled together a lot and have special memories from each trip but nothing comes close to Tournament. It was great to have so many “firsts” together that weekend and to have her there for the most fun and intense derby competition that we’ve ever been in.
What are you looking forward to in 2014?
Killa: Not being the underdog anymore! SFOD has worked SO hard these last few seasons to become a Division 1 team. Now we’re there! Now is our time to prove that our success wasn’t just a fluke. I’m excited to raise the bar, push ourselves to new limits, and see the results of what we’re really capable of. Who is NH? WE ARE!
Bam: Building on the success of Skate Free or Die’s 2013 season! It was amazing to grow as a team and see our hard work pay off last year. Nothing is more motivating than exceeding the goals that we set in the beginning of the 2013 season. We are ready to put in the time and do it again!
SFOD is traveling to Ohio at the end of March for the team’s first bout of the season but you can see these two in action at NHRD’s home bouts for the 2014 season. Check out the schedule for updates of when SFOD will be bouting at the JFK in Manchester. You can also meet them in person at NHRD’s Season Opener Party on Saturday March 22 at the Derryfield in Manchester, NH. - Interview by Bash
Tart is pretty awesome. She’s been the bench manager for my home team, the Nightmares on Elm Street, for the past few years and I’ve really grown to love her quiet and calm presence. I was stoked when she jumped at the opportunity to join the recreational team, the Millyard Misfits, this summer when we started up. Tart had been an amazing asset to NES over the years but we knew that we needed to let her go to start on her own journey. She went from a Misifit to Fresh Meat in November and entered into her first ever home team draft this January. I wanted to know all about how she got there and how she felt so I present to you the February’s Skater of the Month: The Tartlet Dodger!
Tart was drafted onto the Nightmares on Elm Street just a few days ago, so I followed up with more questions about that process at the end — congrats, Tart!
1. Include name, number, position and teams and years:
I’m The Tartlet Dodger (Tart for short), and my number is 1837. I’ve been the NES Bench Manager for two seasons, and I am currently a Misfit/Fresh Meat skater. I started skating in fall of 2010 in Bemidji, MN.
2. How did you first become involved in roller derby?
In 2010 I moved to Bemidji, MN, a tiny town of 14,000 that is four hours north of the Twin Cities. One of my new acquaintances was a star jammer on the local derby team, The Babe City Rollers, so I went to a bout to watch her skate. It was the coolest thing I had ever seen! I went to a practice and soon started skating. That year was very challenging for a lot of life reasons — I had moved 2,000 miles to a small town in a part of the country I had never lived. I uprooted my life and my husband’s life for a faculty position at a university (we have a national job market in my field), and one month into the job I learned my position was at risk because the university was facing a major financial crisis. I was so frustrated and stressed out, and derby — the sport and the friends I made on that team — REALLY helped get me through that year. I transferred to NHRD when I took a job in Manchester in the fall of 2011, but I had a non-derby-related eye situation and needed surgery — so I switched over to bench managing in January of 2012.
3. You recently joined the Millyard Misfits over the summer after bench managing the Nightmares for two seasons. What has been the hardest part of transitioning from manager to skater?
Hmm…good question. I think the hardest thing has probably been the fact that I’ve been scrutinizing skaters for two seasons now, so I have a pretty good sense of how far I have to go with my own skating skills — and that’s a frustrating realization! But one of the best parts of the experience has been getting to know skaters from other teams better, and getting to know all the skaters as a skater. It’s a different kind of conversation, the one you can have with a fellow skater. At least that’s what I’ve found.
4. I personally know that you’re looking to be drafted to a home team this season. Do you think that being involved with NES taught you anything to help you get teamed?
Well, to be completely honest with you, I’m trying not to think too much about the teaming process because it kind of freaks me out! Last year NES made teaming decisions as a team, and that experience showed me that the process is kind of like a job application process, in that a lot of it comes down to “fit.” And “fit” might mean something different depending on the other individuals and their strengths. So this takes some of the pressure off, I think — it’s not always about individuals in the draft being objectively “good” in a simplistic sense, but about those individuals being good for a particular team because of how they will fit into that team. This means a significant part of teaming is out of any one individual’s control. All I can do is keep practicing and work on the things I can control!
5. What motivated you to stick around and volunteer if you couldn’t strap skates on?
I love derby. I’m not going to lie–it was hard for me to stay involved off skates, particularly because I could remember skating in bouts and being involved in this very different way. But one thing I really loved about my experience on NES is that the team ALWAYS made me feel like I was a part of the team–not ancillary in any way.
6. Are you nervous for your first ever tryout?
Of course! I was freaked out about my Level 1 Assessment! In derby I am completely out of my comfort zone. I’ve never been an athlete — I run half marathons now, but aside from some very embarrassing softball and basketball experiences and an awkward partial season in track, I was never really involved in organized sports growing up. So I’m out of my comfort zone in that sense. I’m also out of my comfort zone in the sense that I figured out my academic strengths early on in school, decided I would make that my career, and never looked back. I’ve had large and small setbacks professionally (cf. Bemidji example above), but I have also developed a certain self-confidence in my work. I absolutely do not have the same self-confidence in derby. I’m not used to this and it terrifies me. But for me, that makes the small triumphs–finally figuring out how to do a transition or finally making it through a wall of blockers without falling on my face, for instance — all the more valuable.
7. Is there anyone on NHRD or in derby who you admire or has helped motivate you?
Um, EVERYONE. Seriously, one of the best things about derby is the number of people involved who go out of their ways to mentor, motivate, and inspire. My first team captain, Olive Mayhem of BCR, started this tiny derby team in a tiny town in northern Minnesota. She kept it going through charisma, endless work, and sheer force of will. She showed me that determination can take you a long way. On our league, I would have to say that Slam-I-Am, DKB, Bette Thistlehurt, and Mack Truck Mel were all extremely encouraging to me when I first started skating in New Hampshire. I remember DKB messaging me once after practice, just to let me know she thought I was doing a good job. That meant a lot. More recently, I was really frustrated at a Fresh Meat practice — I just couldn’t make it through a line of blockers no matter what I did. Bash pulled me out of the line and really helped me refocus on the adjustments I needed to make to get out of my own head and skate smarter. Once I get started with a list like this, it’s hard to stop. At this point I would have to say it would be harder for me to find people who *haven’t* motivated me on NHRD!
I would also say that beyond the trainers and other NHRD skaters (who have all been so very positive and supportive), my fellow Fresh Meat skaters have been such a source of motivation. Everyone has been extremely positive. One of the most comforting things about the Fresh Meat process has been the fact that we are all experiencing a pretty rigorous process together. We’ve been there to encourage one another and help celebrate personal triumphs.
8. I heard you’re a reptile lady?! Tell me about your little guys
We have two dragons: Spike is a Bearded Dragon and Eduardo is an Asian Water Dragon. We adopted Spike seven years ago when he was a year old, and we adopted Eduardo a year and a half ago when he was maybe three. We originally got Spike because my husband is allergic to dogs and cats, and at first I was a little concerned about owning reptiles. But both of them have a lot of personality and Spike in particular is really friendly. Sometimes he will just come sit on my lap for hours as I work. I would like to believe this is because he loves me, but it might just be because I generate heat and he does not.
9. What kind of advice would you give someone looking to join the MIllyard Misfits?
The Misfits are a fantastic option for anyone who wants to learn derby on their own timeline and/or wants to keep their involvement casual. I know it can feel intimidating, joining a new group of people who play a sport you might not play (or even just joining a new group of people who play a sport you already play!), but the Misfits are truly open to all levels of ability and commitment — it’s really fun! My advice would be to stick with it for at least a couple of months — it can take time to get to know people when we’re all skating around the track, and it can take time to develop skating skills. But it is definitely worth it! It’s a fantastic way to get involved with a great league.
*I had Tart answer these two questions because she HAS been through the draft and has been chosen*
10. What was the drafting process like?
The drafting process was both more relaxed and more stressful than I thought it would be. The draft really lasted all month, so on the one hand I had the sense that no one single jam during scrimmage was going to necessarily make or break me — but the cumulative effect of being watched for a month worked on me a bit, I have to admit! I didn’t feel a lot of pressure the night of the actual draft, because I knew we had been observed all month. I *did* feel a lot of free-floating anxiety and just excitement to find out whether or where I would be drafted. I started feeling a lot of stress in those last few days because I couldn’t get a good read on how things were going and what the teams were thinking. The Nightmares (rightly) had to take me off their forum and I was too nervous to really feel like I could even talk to any of the NES skaters much leading up to the draft. I didn’t want to appear presumptuous or actually be presumptuous. I tried to keep a low profile. Psychologically, it was very exhausting — I feel really invested in NES after two seasons bench managing and I wanted to be able to talk about all of that — but I didn’t really feel like I had an outlet.
11. How do you feel now that you’re a Nightmare?!
Oh, I am so happy to have been drafted and to have been drafted by NES! I feel like I have been a Nightmare these past two seasons, and NES has always insisted I’ve been part of the team, but I do feel there is something different about being a skater. I’m excited to see where this season will lead!
You can see Tart skate with her new (old) team, the Nightmares on Elm Street, at the JFK! NHRD’s home season begins on April 12th 2014.
At 13 years old I started my first real job refereeing soccer games. In the beginning I had a really hard time processing the emotions that went along with being screamed at by 40 year-old housewives during kindergarten soccer games. I had an older mentor who, after being brought to tears one day by a Dad who screamed obscenities at me the ENTIRE GAME, he sat me down to explain some things that changed my entire outlook on being the “face” of the game.
1. You will make good calls and you will make bad calls. The only thing that matters is how you react and learn
2. Just like with most things where someone is mad, they’re going to yell at the first person they see
3. Some people think they are never wrong
4. Some people think others are always wrong
5. You are a professional and need to conduct yourself in a professional manner
6. Some people can not take responsibility for themselves. Any game that is lost will be because of “bad reffing” no matter if you make every call perfectly or not
7. Some people are just jerks
My mentor taught me that all you can do is make calls for what you believe is right. Know the rules. Take the time to explain so people have the opportunity to grow and learn from their mistakes and your own. You can’t force people to listen to you but can offer information. When people get mad just remember it’s not YOU that they get mad at, you are a faceless shirt of stripes to them so try to see them as faceless players and fans. For players it’s the loss, the mistake, the fact that someone is better than them, and sometimes you just make bad calls. It’s a game. It’s okay. So when you get that gut-wrenching feeling of wanting to punch a player or coach in the face, try to see it from their “faceless” perspective.
When I started playing derby the norm of what behavior was accepted was very different from what it is now. I remember yelling at refs, making faces, swearing, and overall looking at an official as more of an enemy than an ally. I have had the privilege to play in some bouts with some of the best referees in the world. The more I’ve played the more I realized that how referees react to me, while making calls and seeing things from a different perspective, is an invaluable asset to have and understand. I have learned that knowing what an official is thinking while processing the game is something I just can’t understand from their view. The only way to overcome that wall is to have a healthy interactive relationship, which is something that I am constantly striving to do.
I am a roller derby player and, let’s be straight up, I love refs. I love that they volunteer their time to let me play the game I love. I love that they commit themselves to a league with all of the positive and negative things that come along with being a referee. A league should appreciate everything the referees and NSO’s do. Every minute that they volunteer, to take the time to learn to skate, to learn the rules, and to help skaters understand the game more clearly, is something amazing. Every single skater owes their derby career to them because without them skaters wouldn’t have one! I am also human and while I have recognized the kind of healthy relationship that I wish to have with officials, sometimes I catch myself slip. I am by no means a saint when it comes to this stuff. Sometimes I have to look back and remember what my mentor said to me and I think how to I translate my experiences into the way I play the game. How does the way that I react affect the officials?
The Skater Explanation
As I said, I have seen the game of roller derby progress in huge ways over the years. I have also seen the mentality of athletic growth and focus take a dramatic turn down Positive Avenue. Playing a sport is an adrenaline rush and there are literally 1000 things going on in your head at once. There are emotions that stem from passion, aggressions, frustration and sometimes desperation. There are obviously different ways that people react to these emotions. Some people come from leagues where unfortunately certain types of negative behavior are taught. Sometimes it’s behavior that is never corrected. Sometimes people don’t realize they’re even doing it in which a heat of the moment argument could be pleaded. There are also the rare cases, people are just dick bags. These are the excuses that I used to give myself to justify that my negative behavior towards officials was not directed towards officials.
The excuse: I didn’t do it – Adrenaline is pumping and were doing so much that I just forget to reel in my emotions. When I don’t think I’ve committed the penalty that you call me on I can’t be expected to take it lightly.
The reality: Yes, you are expected to take it lightly – by lightly I mean hear the call, skate to the box. Sit down. That’s it.
A ref is not going to change a call mid jam because you decided to say something. All that time you’re waiting standing there with your hands in the air is time that your butt could be in the box chipping away at your minute. If you have an issue, communicate to your captains to see if a conversation with the refs is necessary. In my experience a ref won’t make a call if they don’t see it. They will make a call if they do see it. Seeing or not seeing something during a jam won’t change in the next 30 seconds. I have learned to not go into the middle of the track with any expectation of something getting over turned. Instead I have learned to hear the reasoning behind a call and do my best to adjust. Say for instance the officials are really being hard on multiplayer blocks. You feel that your hand was not grabbing your teammate’s jersey but you keep getting called for a multiplayer blocks. The only way that you as a skater can control that situation is how you adapt to the issues the next time you’re on the track. Instead of getting mad, focus on using your body to give your teammate support instead of using your hands. Give the officials ways to not question you. Be a proactive skater! The only thing in roller derby you can control is your reactions.
The excuse: I’m not mad at you, I’m mad at myself – When I do get a penalty that I totally deserve I get mad at myself. I get mad I did that, made I have to leave my team a woman down, mad I could be so stupid! Sometimes I get a little mad that I got caught too.
The reality: If you’re mad at yourself it’s because you did something wrong – that is not an excuse to lash out. I feel as though I am being a productive skater when I allow myself to grow by channeling emotions into positive ways to move forward and make corrections or goals in the next jam. That didn’t work, what’s next? That being said, the way that I ref makes a call can hugely impact my feelings towards how I move forward. The tone of voice, the calmness of the action, and the overall interaction between a ref and a skater is much healthier when a ref can react to a skater with respect. I want to give you respect when you give me respect.
The excuse: I just make a lot of faces –I didn’t realize I was doing it. I have resting bitch face so deal with it. Most of the time I am making a face, at the call, at the faceless shirt of stripes, at a million things that go along with getting a penalty, not at you.
The Reality: Don’t make faces – You’re reacting physically to something that you’re processing internally. The eye roll, the hands in the air, just accept the call and and get your butt to the box. You should also consider saying “Thank You” to the NSO’s when they release you from the box.
The excuse: Ref discretion is bullshit - Every call is “ref discretion” so sometimes I have no idea why you made a call. Sometimes I feel like you’re being unfair, holding a grudge, or calling things one sided.
The Reality: It’s not - Maybe you saw something I didn’t realize I did, maybe your angle gave you a different perspective from what I saw you call on my teammate. Whatever the case may be, I need you to explain things to me as to why you made the call, even if I don’t agree with it. Obviously practices, scrimmages, and bouts all hold different levels of what acceptable communication is allowed but each situation should be a working relationship to understand each other. Basically Refs, I would like you to be opening to giving explanations that and would like even more if you offered explanations in the heat of confusion.
Here is a truth that I stopped hiding from officials: We ARE questioning your calls. We are second guessing you; we want you to explain things to us. That is part of playing a sport. That is a HUGE part of playing a sport that adapting and morphing as quickly roller derby has. Roller derby is a historically young sport. We are still growing and there should be 100% more questions and disagreements on the perception and execution of calling the rules. If I’m being a confrontational dick about it, tell me in a calm voice that you’ll send me an email, or talk to me at the next practice. Being defensive about questions is not a way for either a skater or an official to grow. As much as it’s our responsibilities as athletes to have good sportsman ship, it’s your job to facilitate that environment. There is nothing wrong with telling someone in a calm voice that you will talk to them when they’ve calmed down. One of our Refs always talks things out with me and if he doesn’t know the answer to something he will find it in the rules and email me. I love that. I’m not asking you to be right all the time but I am expecting you to be willing to work with me to learn!
As a skater, I really do respect you. The fact of the matter is there will always be times when I am convinced that I didn’t do something you call me for. There will always be times when you call me for something I really didn’t do. There will always be times when I want to scream at you. There will always be times when I deserved it. Just remember in that moment you are a faceless shirt of stripes as I am a number to you. The way that we conduct our reaction is something so fundamentally simple that gets lost a lot of the time. The connection between the officials and the skaters is something that needs to be severely fostered if roller derby is continued to grow. Take pride in your decisions and help create that working relationship with your entire league. You’ll be all the more wiser and happier…and so will the skaters.
Matt Biron stands in front of the Skate Free or Die All-Stars bench, arms crossed. He’s quietly studying the newly drafted skaters during league scrimmage – are the walls tight enough, are the jammers controlling their speed, are they all working together?
Last season – 2013 – was a season full of firsts for New Hampshire Roller Derby’s A team, including cracking the Women’s Flat Track Derby Associations’s top 40 rankings, competing in a playoff tournament, and being nominated for Derby News Network’s Women’s Team of the Year. Now ranked at 35, there is no taking it easy. In order to remain a competitive contender in Division 1, Skate Free or Die must crank up the intensity and train like a top team.
“My goal for this season is easy. Help SFOD continue their climb in the WFTDA rankings together,” Biron affirmed, emphasizing the last word. Former coaches Carroll Huss and Johnny Cash Machine, integral to the team’s success last season, both hung up the clip board at the end of 2013 to focus on family and careers. Biron is an apt replacement. In addition to being on the No. 4 ranked men’s team, the Mass Maelstrom, Biron has a life-long history on skates. “I first started roller skating when I was 2 years old. My family, beginning with my grandparents, competed regionally and nationally in artistic figure skating my entire childhood,” he said. “We would travel the country competing almost every weekend.”
His derby career started with the co-ed league Roller Derby Manchester, followed by a brief coaching experience with Seacoast Roller Derby’s Poison Pixies. “In the beginning of September 2012,” Biron explains, “I made the decision to finally try out for Mass Maelstrom and began skating with who would soon become my best friends and teammates.” At the 2013 Mohawk Valley Cup in New York, the Maelstrom became the third team to ever defeat the New York Shock Exchange. They entered the Men Roller Derby Association’s Championships ranked No. 5 and left at No. 4. Biron himself contributed 70 points during their bout against the Magic City Misfits.
“When I first heard NHRD was having a rec league, I reached out for more information, looking to maybe get some more skate time in locally,” he said. ”As soon as I heard that SFOD was looking for a new coach for the 2014 season, I jumped on the opportunity to get my name in the hat. Roller derby’s my passion and Manchester’s where I was born and raised. How could I not be interested?” Coach Biron will lead the 2014 SFOD alongside skater Pammy Decker. The two will work closely together to run practices and prepare for the highest level of competition.
“There will always be challenges, and most are unexpected. The real test is how you adapt once you’re faced with them. Whatever challenges come our way, SFOD will tackle head on as a team and work to overcome,” Biron said. “I’d just like to say thank you to all of NHRD’s fans and supporters, and I look forward to seeing you at all the bouts this year. Hustle, Hit, Never Quit, Together!”
For more information about NHRD’s upcoming 2014 season or how to join the league as a skater, ref or nonskating official, visit www.nhrollerderby.com or email firstname.lastname@example.org. – By Katrina Swirko
If I could visit myself as the ghost of derby future at the point where I was learning how to skate, I would tell myself all of the things that I have learned over my derby years about being an athlete, being a teammate and being the best version of myself. In creating a list of my goals for this 2014 season, I realized that a lot of these things wouldn’t have been on my list 7 years ago; in fact, I wouldn’t have even made a list. In an effort to share what I have found works for me, I give you: 7 things I would have told myself 7 years ago.
Dear little baby Bash,
Here are 7 things that I would like you to focus on harnessing in your derby career (you’re going to be playing for a while). If you follow these steps you will be a better teammate and a better skater as a result. Take my advice, I’m really smart
You are an athlete – Roller derby is a sport. You are an athlete. There is a whole list of things that goes into becoming the best athlete that you can be. Off skates and cross training are now, more than ever, necessities in roller derby. On top of working on skates and off skates, you have to eat right, you have to hydrate and you have to rest!
Mental toughness – or as I like to say “Toughen up cupcake.” This is something that has to constantly be refined and applied. I’ve read every single motivational/teamwork/mental toughness sports article that Google can provide and for the most part, all things about being an athlete lead back to these basic principles:
Mind over body – No limits. There is a point in every drill, every off skates, every really hard practice that you’ll want to quit. When you find those points, that’s the trigger to keep pushing. When you push past the point that you want to stop, you’ll go even further next time. Set goals for yourself in endurance drills. Count how many laps you did and then next time try to do one more. Try to hold that jammer in your wall for 5 more seconds. Try to do one more grapevine. I really hate running but I make myself do it because it’s good for me. When I’m running, I tell myself, “I can run forever.” How do I run forever? Well, I don’t, but I focus on my breathing and my stride. I break down the mental wall that I’ve built and push through. As Babe Ruth said “It’s hard to beat someone who never quits” So, NEVER QUIT!
Mind over circumstance – You can only control your actions and reactions.
Mind over fear – Mental blocks keep a lot of people from doing the things they wish they could do. My teammates tell each other, “Just do it,” when someone starts whining or complaining – we interrupt with a “just do it.” That pulls our focus to “You’re right, I just need to do it.” And before you know it, it’s done. Before each bout, I go into my own space. I gear up, I put in my head phones and I get in my zone. I take the time to talk to myself (in my head, of course) and envision the bout. I watch the other team skating and imagine shutting each one of them down. I mentally build up my “f@%& you” mind set. I say, “This is my spot, this is my point and you’re going to have to work hard to try and get it.” When a jammer is pushing me, I say in my head, “You’re not moving me.” I tell myself things like “I am smarter, stronger and more powerful.” Even if it’s not true, it’s the mindset of no fear that gives me the confidence to take risks and play with hustle. No matter who my opponent. Trust yourself and trust your teammates. Take each opportunity to learn and grow.
Be honest with yourself – First and for most, you need to remember that you are disposable. No matter how good you are, you can, and will be, replaced if needed. There will always be someone behind you willing to rise to the occasion and take your spot. No team NEEDS you. A team is only as good as its collective effort and one single player won’t win a game, teamwork will. That means that you need to get in the mentality of EARNING everything. Point blank, you don’t know everything. Every single jam in every single bout should feel like it was earned with hard work, dedication and gainful effort to improve. The first step to being able to fully feel like you’ve earned everything is to start being HONEST with yourself. Sometimes it’s really hard to say this is what I am not good at and then ASK for help. You need to be willing to tell your teammates what you need!
Motivation – At the end of the day, no one can force you to be a better skater; you have to want to be one. You have to be willing to want more of everything. You have to compete with yourself. You have to compete with your teammates –One of my teammates Killa recently told me that she wants my starting spot as a blocker and that her goal this year is to take it from me. As first, I got all amped up (in a good way) because I am a little bit competitive. I started to think of what I could improve to keep that from happening. Then I started thinking about if I were her, what I would work on to take my spot. The answer was hitting. I told her my thought process and told her that because that was the one thing that I could think of that would help her meet my specific set of skills that I would work on it with her. I also asked her that because she is better at backwards skating than I am, if she would help me with that. I want my teammates to be better. My team evolving to be better skaters makes me a better skater. Her motivation to be better at something than I was motivated me to work harder to make sure that didn’t happen. At the end of the day, both of us working harder makes us better skaters and we play on the same team, so when we’re both out there kicking ass, we’re on the track together. Don’t forget that.
Positivity – There are times you’ll want to quit, cry, punch people, and scream. Sometimes all at once. You have to take that energy from your emotions and channel it into something positive to help your game. “OK, that didn’t work, what I can do now?” I always try to ask myself, “What’s next? What’s next?” which helps me move on from whatever happened 2 seconds ago. If I made a good move or a bad move, the only thing that I can change is the next move and THAT’S the one that counts. Being positive not only keeps you in good spirits but has a magical way of helping your teammates as well!
Hustle – Each drill is as hard as you make it. You get in what you put out. Practice the things that you can not do as well as you’d like to. Practice the things that scare you. I connect with people on my team and say, “Hey lets push each other tonight, you remind me and I’ll remind you.” We have mini competitions with each other. There is no “I can’t do that,” there is only “I can’t do that … yet.” And most importantly, hustle isn’t hustle if you don’t do it when no one is looking. ALWAYS push yourself to 110% and if you feel like you can’t get there, find someone who you think can and have them push you!
Connect with your teammates and your league mates – Be the teammate that you’d like to have. I always take the time to share with my team the things that I do to amp myself up. I post motivational pictures on our Facebook (Yes, Facebook is still around!), I buy us goofy little presents, I go out of my way to check in on teammates and let them know when they were doing something awesome. Especially when it’s something that doesn’t always get recognized, like taking feedback and applying it. You also have to remember that you should make an effort to skate with all types of skaters. You will learn something from every person that you play with … if you can find the positive. Your partner might be having a hard time staying with you OR do you need to find a new way to stay with your partner?
I know it’s a little bit of tough love but your mindset and focus will skate you too good places. Always remember hustle, hit, never quite…TOGETHER!!!! P.S. don’t wait so long to buy new skates, those plastic plates are worthless.
7 year older Bash
Tiara Misu interviewed DKB about her time on NHRD. DKB recently retired after the 2013 season came to a close. We wish her all the best in whatever life brings her next!
Name: Dirty Kat Box (DKB)
Rookie Year: 2009
Nightmares on Elm Street 2011 – 2013
Bench Manager, Queen City Cherry Bombs, 2010 – present
You’ve been on a zillion committees; been a part of the Governing Body; skater and bench manager…. Tell us about the jobs you’ve done throughout your time with NHRD. What have you enjoyed the most?
I have been an elected member of the Governing Body for 4 years now, basically the whole time I have been on the league. When I became a member of NHRD, I brought my prior experiences with me of being on the executive board of multiple organizations in college, so it just felt right. I knew that my background was my biggest asset and I wanted to use it for the greater good of NHRD. I feel my behind the scenes help actually outshines my skating ability, and I am okay with that. I came into the league and immediately became the Fundraising chair and did that for two years putting on multiple events like our Monster Bash and our Heartbreakers Ball. I even put together a battle of the bands, with the help of Jager Raider. After two years of Fundraising I moved on to become the chair of the Sponsorship Committee. I was born for this role. I love talking to people to see if they can donate to our league with in any way, since we are a 501(c)3 and are a non-profit. When you get down to the nuts and bolts of it, it also brings in new fans of our team. Through this I have gotten a DJ for a league for certain events and bouts through MC productions and DJ Took, and helped branch us out in different ways. Heck, I am currently working on a cell phone distributor to be our sponsor. We are going big time.
Being a board member has been my most enjoyable – I remember leaving my cell phone at home once and when I got home I had 80 email messages all relating to board issues. What resonates in my head is that I have been elected 4 times by my peers. I felt it important to be on the board as I feel I champion for the little people. I am a home team only player and I feel I have their best interest at heart. I know it is amazing that our travel teams are flourishing, but we can’t forget those people that come to practice and play on their home teams too. My goal was never to be on the All-Star team, and I felt I needed to stand up for those women who may have the same plan as me.
You were in one of the last “fresh meat” classes when basic skating skills were still taught. Talk about those early years and your own journey from novice to where you are now.
Interestingly enough, my first practice was September 6, 2009. I bought all my gear September 5th and I had never skated before in my life. I had played sports all my life, but never had I added wheels to my feet to do so. Cross overs were the bane of my existence, and I was in multiple fresh meat classes. I have seen many girls come in after me and grow to be amazing skaters, while I was still in the Fresh Meat group. This was daunting for me because I had put my heart and soul into wanting to be a derby girl. I joined the league alone, not with anyone else to support me, it was just something I decided I could do and would do and I decided at 33, I could now become a Roller Derby girl, and that was life changing.
When the league got to the point where it decided to become more competitive, we had decided that every member had to be on a team in order to remain on the league. I hadn’t passed my level twos because I couldn’t get my 25 in 5 (first crossovers and now this)… I finally passed and was able to become a full bouting member. Our league had gotten so big, a third home team was made, The Nightmares on Elm Street, and I was a full bouting member of this team.
You’ve suffered some serious injuries during your skating career. How has this affected you on and off the track?
I came into playing derby with a pre-existing condition. I had had a prior significant knee injury and then into my second season, not derby related, I had to have a spinal fusion. I thought my derby career was done, but after 6 months I was back on skates and ready to play… After that, in my third year, I broke a bone in my wrist and later in the year had an avulsion fracture to the same knee I had previously injured. My fourth season started out with a repeat injury to that knee and then a concussion which has kept me off skates for quite a while, and I may not be released to skate until November. This has been rather hard for me, as my team has had an undefeated season and I wanted to participate and play. Nonetheless, The Nightmares won their 3rd consecutive K- Cup championship and maintained their undefeated season. Even though I wasn’t on the track skating with them, I was there to support them!
Being both a bench manager and a skater gives you an interesting perspective on how “the other half” lives. Talk about the challenges of each role.
I have been the Bench Manager for the Queen City Cherry Bombs since its inception. I fell into managing and just fell in love. I was a coach, back in the day, when I was a High School teacher, and managing was a good fit for me. I have enjoyed every moment, good and bad, with bench managing. All the road trips, all the great plays, the wins and even the losses. I felt, in derby, that managing is
where I thrived. Managing also helped me understand the game better, and helped me become a better player that way.
I love playing the game of derby, but there is something amazing that happens to me when I get to bench manage. My life is chaotic, I am a worker’s compensation Claims Representive. I am doing 30 million things at once, answering the phones, writing claim notes, making decisions and all that jazz – but when I bench manage, all the chaos stops, I’m not so frenetic and BAM I can make the appropriate decisions. It’s my happy place. I have learned a lot about the game by traveling with the Bombs to their away games and seeing different level of play. This year the Bombs got to play at ECDX in Philadelphia. Not only did they play a hard fought bout against their C team, we got to see Team USA play Team Canada. We got to be a part of some intense game play and that helped me step up my mental game.
What’s up for Miss DKB in the future?
I have retired from being a member of the Nightmares on Elm Street at our last bout, when we won the Championship. It is awesome to go out on such a monumental win. Someone very important to me told me, “Once a derby girl, always a derby girl”. That means so much to me. I have spent the last 4 years being DKB, it’ll be weird to not gear up in January. This last injury, the concussion, really changed me and my brain is my money maker, so I need to maintain that! Volunteering for the league could be in my future. I learned to NSO a bit while I was off skates and I found that enjoyable. I got a new puppy, JT (James Tiberius) and he is such a cutie pie and a handful at the same time. I need to find my new challenge. At 25 I was on a reality TV show . At 33 I started playing roller derby. We’ll see what that next challenge is. I’m sure it’ll be amazing!
Greatest derby memory?
There are so many. Okay, we were in NJ playing Skyland and it was just an outrageous bout. After everyone had left the afterparty, I guess my room became the After AFTER party. At first it was just a few people, and I was lying in bed trying to watch Kim Kardashian’s Wedding on E!, then more people came in and I was forced out of my bed. Then it was Mack Truck Mel, Chuck nU Around and myself smooshed into the other bed and people started to take over that bed. I got up, walked to the door, opened it and yelled, “EVERY BODY OUT” and like a flight attendant I showed them the door out… Everyone stopped talking, got up, put their head down and walked out… It was amazing…
My greatest playing memory was in my first bout ever, I had just been out blocking and Chicana hands me the jammer panty. I was up against Hoebo Peep on the line. From what I can remember Bam, Chuck and Slick were also out there as blockers. I didn’t get lead, but Hoebo went to the box. I fought and fought and fought for what felt like hours and in my head I was thinking, I’m a home team player trying to get through all these travel team players. LOOK AT ME… I don’t remember if I made it through but I felt I had finally made it because, to me, it isn’t if you win or lose, it’s how you play the game. And played that day and played hard.
It’s December already — that special time of year for NHRD when team liaisons are making their invite list and checking it twice, and new recruits are working on their assessments with visions of booty-blocking sugarplums dancing in their heads. It’s the most wonderful time of the year, mostly because it’s a chance to catch a glimpse of the upcoming season while still holding onto a little extra free time.
“I have been doing a ton of baking,” says Skate Free or Die All-Stars blocker, Bash, “…and woodworking/refurbishing projects with Pam (Decker), taking time to plan out our future with a house and wedding and all that jazz. Psyched for next season but really enjoying doing all of the things we don’t have time for during the season!”
Pammy Decker, another All-Star, is taking full advantage of the break from the intense physical demands of last season by “eating lots of pizza and watching cable TV.”
No one could be more deserving. “Having worked vigorously with fresh meat training and league trainings through the holidays for the past 6 seasons, it is nice to finally take a break and remember that there is actually a world outside of derby.”
Britney Romeo, in addition to attending the bi-weekly league practices, has picked up snowboarding and running as a way to be active outside of roller derby.
MVP-winning jammer Emily Deckerson of the Cherry Bombs and Granite Skate Troopers is finding her balance. “Like others, I’m taking some time to give myself a break from skating. Once we hit January, I want to be ready to go full throttle. I don’t really have a choice as I’ll be captaining two teams!” She also cites yoga and biking as her sources of cross training.
Our NSOs, on the other hand, are actively seeking out more derby. Charles Dickins, for one, continues to earn his 2013 Atlas Award.
“I spend my time working on the officiating training program for next season, obsessively checking the NHRD, WFTDA and ZebraHuddle forums, and scrambling to find any bouts still being played this time of year. My pink shirt is so lonely.”
Dickins goes on to explain, “I wrote a novel, but I figured that would be boring.”
Neon Khaos listed spring cleaning, buying new skates and joining the Millyard Misfits, the NHRD rec league, in 2014.
After announcing for SFOD at D-1 playoffs in Richmond, Helen Carnate hasn’t had to search hard for more opportunities. “I’ve been invited to announce a lot of places in 2014, so I’m spending my off-season saving and trying to plot where it will and won’t be feasible for me to go.” But she quickly adds, “Also … playing lots of World of Warcraft. Old habits die hard.”
Meanwhile, to new recruits or “fresh meat,” December means working hard and pushing their bodies to the limit to pass assessments — just ask the Tartlet Dodger.
“We are just getting into hitting! It’s awesome, and last night after our first post-level 1 assessment I couldn’t sleep until about 3 in the morning.”
It’s no break time for trainers, either.
“What’s an off-season?” asks Crueliette Lewis, of SFOD and Granite Skate Troopers. “I’m involved in training the freshies, as well as attending league and SFOD practices and Freak Factory workouts.”
Crue, alongside Nightmares blocker Kim Bong Ill and others, is at the House of Hustle several nights a week turning wobbly, wide-eyed newbies into mighty roller derby athletes. It’s hard work, but we’re grateful awesome people like Crueliette are willing to do it so the rest of us can eat pizza.
NHRD would like to wish a warm Happy Holidays from our family to yours. See you in 2014!
Rookie Year: 2008
ManchVegas Roller Girls 2008-2009
Skate Free or Die All Stars 2009-2013
Queen City Cherry Bombs 2012
Granite State Troopers 2010
Nightmares on Elm Street 2011-2013
How did you first become involved in roller derby?
Well, I moved from Chicago to Manchester, New Hampshire, in 2008 for AmeriCorps. I was 20 years old and they put me up in an apartment above a bar. (Thanks guys.) One night I was heading in and some girls who had been flyering at the bar skated over and asked me if I wanted to play. I had never skated before so I was a little reluctant. I didn’t have any friends in NH and I was missing all of the sports I played back home so I went to watch a practice anyways. It was love at first sight. I think it was about 2 months after putting skates on for the first time when I played in my first bout. I was hooked and worked my ass off to learn. I played with MVRG for a season but really needed something more competitive. So, I transferred to New Hampshire Roller Derby in 2009. I am now heading into my 6th season and each season I get more and more excited to be fortunate enough to play this sport with this group of amazing women.
You’ve been around in the derby world for a hot minute. How have you personally witnessed the game of roller derby and New Hampshire Roller Derby as a league evolves over the years?
It’s so different from when I started. The game has changed so much in the short time since its revival. The style of play, the skating styles, the strategy, the rules (remember scrum starts? And the pivot line?!), the uniforms, the names, the tournaments, the World Cup, even the skates … everything has evolved. The WFTDA continues to gauge the direction of the game from all the member leagues, so it’s great that we all get a say in the way we want to play. The game is now one of finesse and athleticism. It’s amazing and really wonderful to have been able to see roller derby grow into what it is now.
NHRD as a whole has changed completely. When I first started there was only one team, SFOD. Throughout the years we added two home teams, and then a third a year later. We added a second travel team and are still in the first year of our recreational team. We now total six teams and became a full WFTDA league in 2010 and a Class A WFTDA league this past April. We have added committees, team tryouts, fresh meat season and so much more. We have written countless policies, procedures and processes to cushion the growth of people and progression. NHRD seems to be rolling with the times and each season just keeps getting better and better. I really can’t wait to see what we’re going to do in 2014.
You injured yourself back in 2011. Can you explain what happened, your recovery process and what made you strap on skates again?
Oh man that sucked. We were gearing up for the 2011 season. We were scrimmaging the Nuts [The Nutcrackers, one of Boston Derby Dames' home teams] at Shriner’s and there was a pile up in front of me. I tried to jump it but someone tried to stand up and caught my leg. So, I ended up landing directly on my left knee and just instantly couldn’t move. I went to the doctor’s and they couldn’t find anything wrong. I did physical therapy, cortisone shots, so many X-rays, it was so weird. I kept trying to come back and just kept hurting myself even more and ended up being out for the entire year. I just couldn’t stay away as long as I needed to.
There was no question that I was going to come back; derby is just a part of me now. When I came back though, I could barely even skate anymore. That riding a bike analogy is crap. Skating is hard; a bike would have been much easier. I came back right before 2012 tryouts and didn’t make either travel team which really put things into perspective for me. I was hesitating, not being aggressive, boo hoo, poor me. I decided that I was going to work crazy hard to get back to the point where I had been because the only thing stopping me was myself. My teammates were doing really amazing things together and I wanted to be back with them. I got tons of support from everyone and that really helped. Special shout out to Vicious, Killa, Pam, and everyone else who took the time to hit the negative out of me and really remind me that I could do it. I don’t know if I could have gathered up that kind of motivation without you guys.
That season I got to play with the Queen City Cherry Bombs for a few bouts and it was awesome! Them letting me play let me get my confidence back and gave me the opportunity to learn some new skills. That season I learned how to transition, skate backwards, hockey stop, and turning toe stop. I was skating non-stop and earned back a spot on SFOD in June of that year. That hard work really motivated me to continue on that path. I had accomplished so much in a short amount of time that I just have really tried to always push myself that way. I honestly think that getting injured was one of the best parts of my derby career. I learned a lot about myself and my body and started on a path of positivity that has really helped me become the skater I am today.
Skate Free or Die All-Stars coach Johnny Cash Machine explained to me in an interview about SFOD’s D-1 tourney play in Richmond, Va., in September that you were responsible for saving and winning the game for us. It came down to the last two jams against the very tough ladies of Jacksonville Roller Girls, with their New Jax City Rollers ranked above of NHRD coming into the tournament. Can you talk about that?
When I read that I was honestly like “What? What did I do?” While that is such an honor, I really find it impossible to take that kind of credit. That was the biggest game in the history of our league. We wanted that win so bad and we worked so hard for months and months because we knew it wasn’t going to be easy. That goofy picture that they posted on DNN after we won was just sheer happiness from our entire team. SFOD’s mantra is “Hustle, Hit, Never Quit … TOGETHER” and we work so hard to embody that. We work as one on the track and that, more than anything, has gotten us where we are today. We earned it.
In all honesty, I was just 1/14 part of that win. More so if you add in the rest of my teammates and coaches. Cash was talking about the two cuts that I pulled on their jammers in the last 5 minutes of the game. Really though, it wasn’t just me at all. If our jammer hadn’t pushed their wall up and gotten lead or if my wall hadn’t held their jammer to set me up for that hit, it just wouldn’t have happened. We all added bits to that bout that led us to that win and we did it together. Roller derby, 100% of the time, is won by teams who work together.
Do you have any personal goals for the upcoming 2014 season (which promises to be an exciting one for NHRD!)?
Oh my god, so many. I hate watching myself skate. I am so overly critical of myself that when I watch bouts I end up asking myself how they let me play. I yell at myself on the screen, it’s the worst. But at the end of the day I have to remind myself that this sport ain’t easy. I try to make a list of as many positive things I did right as well as things I have to work on. My goals for my team in 2014 would be: tight walls, hustle, and communication. I would also like us to earn a bid back to D-1 and come out a higher rank than we did in 2013. Goals for myself; backwards skating, offense, off-skates, mental toughness, positivity, plus 1,000 more things I can think of working on. Derby is always evolving so as a skater you have to always be evolving too. Always trying to grow and improve!
Is there anyone on NHRD or in derby internationally you admire and consider an inspiration?
Oh wow, that’s truly a difficult question. There are so many amazing people that I have met over the years from all over the world that just makes me consider anyone involved in the sport an inspiration. One thing that I’ve learned is each person who plays this game has a different story and a different reason for being involved in this community. You have people who have never played a sport, people who’ve played every sport, you have all sorts of athletes, artistic skaters, teams who rise up, teams who hold their ranks, hockey players, injuries, all the volunteers … but somehow we all find the same strength in the game, in each other, and in ourselves to push on and become the best that we can be. It’s crazy inspiring when you really think about all the skaters out there busting their asses doing what they love.
I definitely get inspired each time we bout. We learn things from each and every team that we play. My home team, The Nightmares on Elm Street has always historically been a small team; we won bouts this season playing with 8 girls. That team is crazy together and the attitude of NES inspires me big time. I’ve been so lucky to have played 3 amazing seasons with them. On top of all that, every group of fresh meat that I’ve trained, every new teammate that I’ve had, every playoff, every championship that I’ve seen, it’s all just pure motivation.
So you and Pammy Decker – another impressive SFOD skater – are engaged, yay! This isn’t the first time derby has brought people together (our ref 2 Pack Shocker and Cherry Bomb Pixie Bruiser were engaged at the end of our July bout this year!). Can you spill the beans on this new development?
Ahh, yes! She put a ring on it!! I proposed to Pam in October and then she recently proposed back in November. We’re super happy! Pam and I met through mutual friends in the derby world a while back when she was skating for Boston and I was skating for New Hampshire. She really is amazing. That girl is one of the only people who can get me to focus, be super supportive, and kick my ass into gear all at the same time. It’s SO cheesy but…she really does make me better.
As far as derby, we also happen to be on the same line so we literally skate together all the time. We work really well together; I mean, our whole line just has ESP with each other, but she sets ‘em up and I knock ‘em down. Our only “downfall” is that we’re both very strategy minded. Literally the only thing in life that we “argue” (as Bam would say) is strategy on the track. I think it’s healthy to talk about that stuff though maybe not always mid-jam. I also think being teammates on the track has really helped our relationship off the track. We are so lucky that we don’t get sick of each other; I mean I want to spend all my free time with her and now we can travel together effortlessly sharing one suitcase.
In all seriousness though, I am really fortunate that I get to share the thing that I love the most with the person that I love the most. Who knows how long we’ll play together but some of our best memories together have been shared with our team. I love that.
-Interview by Medusa’s Might
Bash is in charge of Skate Free or Die’s fundraising, and you can support the team two ways this December: Join SFOD for their Second Annual Pancake Breakfast on Saturday, December 7 in Manchester (details here: https://www.facebook.com/events/418476934920826/) or purchase a limited edition SFOD t-shirt (https://www.booster.com/sfod2014travelfund?share=861384717604619%3Fshare%3D861384717604619). SFOD has been invited to play teams all over the world (literally: Germany!), and you can help support them as they prepare to dominate in 2014!
MANCHESTER – Would you be brave enough to sport a bald head in an effort to help find a cure for and stand in solidarity with childhood cancer patients?
More than half a dozen of New Hampshire Roller Derby’s skaters and a handful of fans are doing just that on Saturday, Aug. 24 at the league’s home season closer at the JFK Memorial Coliseum in Manchester. Head shavings will take place during half time at the double header bout and all proceeds will be donated to the St. Baldrick’s Foundation.
It started at the beginning of the 2013 season when Queen City Cherry Bombs Chuck NU Around and Su McKenzie decided to join in with some of the ladies of Roc City Roller Derby in Rochester, N.Y. Before they traveled to play their opponents, Chuck and McKenzie helped raise funds for the nonprofit organization that’s dedicated to finding a cure for childhood cancer through research. After that, NHRD as a whole decided St. Baldrick’s would be the charity for the August bout.
Joining Chuck and McKenzie in shedding their locks for this worthy cause are Mimi, Irate Pirate, Bash and JC Superscar. Going for the two-for-one shave, Mimi and Irate will also donate their long hair to Locks of Love.
“I have to admit, I’ve always ‘wanted’ to shave my head, but never had the guts. When I heard about my first St. Baldrick’s event, it was put-up-or-shut-up time,” McKenzie said. “Now it’s about raising awareness. I never get tired of answering the question ‘Why’d you shave off all that beautiful hair?’
“And if someone is leery or hesitant to ask, I still have my ‘Ask me why I’m bald” button,’” she added.
For Irate, she decided to donate her hair and raise money for St. Baldrick’s for more personal reasons. She recently hit the $1,000 mark and is striving to donate more. She said in 2006, she lost her close friend, Krista, to an aggressive form of cancer at the young age of 25.
“She was barely out of college and had so much to offer. I miss our hang out times in the grass at Greeley Park,” Irate said about the local Nashua hang out. “I miss just watching movies and being chicks together.”
Irate also has a little cousin, Ella, who has beaten cancer. She said Ella has been successful in her treatments thus far and “has a great life ahead of her.” In addition to Irate, the entire league lost member Half Pint O’Rage to leukemia and raised money for research for the disease last season.
“Rage was a pretty righteous gal with a huge spirit. And lots of folks miss her. She was way too young,” Irate said. She believes the simple act of shaving her head and raising money for St. Baldrick’s is one tiny way she is helping out in the grand scheme of life.
“This is something I can stand up and show the world. A way to look at these kids who are fighting for their lives and say, ‘Hey! HEY! Keep fighting! I’m gonna help somehow… so, keep fighting. I’m standing with you!’” Irate said. “It’s a way to look at the parents and say ‘You’re not alone. .. stand tall!’”
Bash said people have asked her if she was nervous about shaving her head, but she’s felt the exact opposite of that – excitement.
“At the end of the day it’s just hair and mine will grow back. With everything that these kids have to go through, if shaving my head makes one of them feel better even for a second or at least make them smile, it’s worth it,” she said. “I would shave my head every day to bring awareness to childhood cancer.”
Bash has been a longtime member of NHRD, but the opportunity to shave her head to stand in solidarity with children battling the disease is the best one yet, she said. Her roller derby league continues to amaze her with its dedication to giving back to the community and supporting worthy causes.
“I feel so proud to be a part of a league that does so much outside of playing the sport we love. The fact that we’re are able to donate money to this amazing organization on top of bring awareness to this amazing cause makes this whole thing a thousand times more worth it. It is incredible that we’re going to be able to donate so much and stands as a true testament to the support of our friends, family, and fans,” Bash said.
“We can’t thank you enough for your support. The best part of this experience is that I get to share it with six of my teammates. I’m really excited that we get such a rare opportunity to raise awareness for this great cause. I can’t wait to rub all of my teammates heads and celebrate because we’ll have made a difference together.”
NHRD has set a league goal of raising $5,000 for St. Baldrick’s. While the goal has been surpassed in recent days, every dollar helps. Help the roller derby league fund a cure for childhood cancer by donating online at www.stbaldricks.org/events/nhrollerderby. Or donate in person by attending the Aug. 24 bout.
Doors open at 4 p.m., whistle is at 5 p.m. Tickets at the door are $12 the day of the bout, children 10 and younger are free. The JFK Coliseum is located at 303 Beech St., in Manchester, next to Gill Stadium.
NHRD is always looking to add members to its growing family. For more information on becoming a skater, ref or nonskating official (NSO) or joining the new rec team, visit www.nhrollerderby.com or email email@example.com.
Position: Pivot, Blocker
Rookie Year: 2007
Skate Free or Die All-Stars – 2008-2013
Nightmares on Elm Street – 2011
Seabrook Meltdowns – 2010
You’ve been with NHRD since 2007! I was actually a little afraid and in awe of you when I first came on board in 2008 when there were only 12 girls on the league. We really have come a long way baby! What was it like in those early days – especially that first year you were with the league?
I don’t even know where to begin. It’s a really long story. I don’t ever regret it. Ever. But I probably won’t try to help start another league up from scratch again. LOL. That’s a lot of work, and I’ve been through it once before. I’m really proud to have helped the league from the very beginning to the present time.
Dee Stortion and Raggedy Antics found me. “HEY! You have a skull on your shirt. Wanna join us and play roller derby?” This was in the bathroom of Penuche’s in Nashua. Antics proceeded to climb the stall wall and kick Dee in the head. “WE’RE PRACTICING!”
I said YES, of course. I didn’t know how to skate. I didn’t really give a hoot. I wanted to do this. These chicks were cool, and I could see myself getting along with them. I like brazen, strong, crazy women. Ask my Mom. I went to my first open skate at Skate 3 in Tyngsboro, where I met total strangers. I was REALLY scared. It’s hard to make friends in New England. People keep to themselves mostly. But since moving to New England in 2004, I needed to break out of my shy shell. So I went out and tried really hard to skate with all these kids and other girls learning how to skate. IT WAS SO HARD. I fell numerous times. I fell so many times, my knees were numb due to the amount of blood build up. I met Sheila, a.k.a. Lipstick Dynamite, Dementia A Go-Go, Lisa Creer, Hollywood Harlot, Empress Explosiva, Putunya Grave, Kelli Krusher, Bettie Off Dead, Ruby Hooligan, Skah Face, some other girls that I can’t remember. There were a lot of people that passed through. I wish I could remember all the names. I think they would appreciate that memory of them.
I became real close with everyone. I was so happy to have a large group of friends. I hadn’t made too many friends since moving to New England from Baltimore. I had a few solids, but then I had like, 20 ladies all the time to hang with.
What did it take to get the league from where it was THEN to where it is NOW?
Your question as to how things have progressed the way they did, has one answer: the skaters. Very talented and smart individuals are the power for the league. When people feel involved in the growth of any attribute to the well-being of the league, you end up getting really great results. It’s more than just a job, it’s potential to be something great. I’ve worked at many companies where employee involvement was treasured. And it wasn’t money that drove these employees to help, it was the reward of setting goals, and achieving them. Everyone in this league is driven and determined to maintain and excel the success rate of the league. The dream to one day be a broadcast sport and play huge arenas is actually achievable. There are people out there that won’t stop until that dream comes true. I hope one day to be able to turn on my TV and watch roller derby with friends and family, much like I do when I watch football or hockey.
You’ve been on Skate Free or Die All-Stars since its inception (2008 – present). How has the team evolved?
Right now, Skate Free or Die has never been this good, and we’re only getting better each and every day. We’re headed to a WFTDA Division I Tournament in Richmond, VA, in September! Amazing! When we started out, it was like a bunch of friends travelling and trying to figure things out together. Bonding, travelling, and having good times together. It’s definitely not what we initially conceived when first starting up the league. In 2007, we thought about how we wanted to dress up or what kind of fun half time shows we could put on. It was more of a show to entertain people. Like a burlesque show or fire breathers for a half time show. That’s really what we thought. You dress up funny and have funny names. This isn’t the current mindset in derby, and I couldn’t be happier. But it was a progression to get to this point. There’s going to be lots more growing pains until we vanquish stereotype of the 70s. I think athletically, these past two years, have been the best I’ve ever seen, within this league. Special Thanks to Carroll Huss, Emma Donnelly (Irish Twin!) and Johnny Cash Machine. Thanks for helping me know what it means to be on a team.
I know you’ve done a lot of work to get this league where it is today. Talk about some of your accomplishments. For example, you did a lot of liaison work between the various teams and leagues and worked hard to get bouts set up with other teams. I was on that first van trip to Montreal! That was some ride. And you with only your skate clothes! That was quite the ride home!
HA! Ooooh boy. That Montreal Trip was something special alright. I never crowd surfed before. Strike that off the bucket list!
Here is a list of all the jobs I had on the league: Sponsorship, Interleague Liaison, President at one time, League Coordinator, Head of Training, Bout Production, Fundraising, Special Committee to make our first home teams, probably other things. So, it’s really hard to pin point accomplishments when I’ve been all over the place. In general, I’m just really proud to have done something extraordinary like this, in what could have been a hum-drum life of pouring myself into a fruitless career.
What’s next for Tank’d Girl?
Heading back into school starting in September. I’m really excited to start a new career in paralegal. It’s so fascinating how the law works and how it affects people. Once I get certified, I’ll more than likely continue my education for my job field. My career was always important to me, but I’ve found lately that the industry I was working in and the career path I had acquired was really a dead end, due to the economic hardships. However, this is just another opportunity.
Best memory of your time with NHRD?
Man, there are just TOO MANY. I can’t even elaborate on all the shenanigans we got into. From the first Fundraiser, where it was so packed there were no tables or chairs anywhere and everyone danced on the bar at the end of the night, then I tackled that dude Rob Bruce. To getting spray painted like a zombie and handed out flyers at a haunted house. Then all those times we went to Maine and their after parties had a light up dance floor. Montreal’s after party, where I crowd surfed in a café and we made Beeramids! That other time in Delaware, where I saw a lot of Chicana in a Hot Tub and Roxie and Brazen were hitting on the Cop. All the pictures that Vicious took of me at all our after parties. That time we went to Maine and I high fived a lot of cops, whilst drunk. That one time where we went to the wrong after party bar, and we ended up finding a male review!
Personally, I poured myself into Derby. I traveled to all the games. I had almost every game in my calendar around New England. I drove from Albany, to Maine, to Rhode Island, to Western Mass, to Wilmington, to Vermont. I met many people along the way. My group of 20 close friends, then stretched to 50 close friends. With people all over New England, I was able to volunteer for games and/or stay over and party. I mean, this was one huge party for me. A huge network of information too. I always had the latest info on who went where and what happened to this league.
Cheers to the Sin & Tonics, Merry Pains, Reckless Wreckells, Baby Fighterfly, Itsy Bitsy Fighter, The Rev, Norah Morse, Mibs Breakn Ribs, Marzah Pain, Bonnie D. Stroir, Bully Jully, Ivannah Clobbher, Holly Nass, Harley Quinn, Joy Collision, Rev Al Mighty, Jacked Rabbit, Punchy O Guts, Olive Spankins, Holly GoHardly, Philzie, Jeff Da Ref, Demanda Riot, Chicka Dee Struction, Crazy Dukes, Miss L Ballistic, Hellen Bed, Shelby Bruisn, Boxcar Bethany, Georgia W. Tush, Hayley Contagious, Terror Byte, Dreanought, Xena Paradox and soooo many others that I met through my travels. You all do have a special place with me!
A HUGE shout-out to Eastern Border in Nashua. They helped us get our gear, and told us to get our butts skating. NHRD had a bake sale at Eastern Boarder. They’re seriously the coolest guys ever. (I WILL MARRY YOU BRIAN, WHETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT.)
The last leg of my farewell tour will end in Richmond, Virginia, for the Division One Tournament being held September 13 – 15. And consequently it will be my Aunt, Brother and Dad’s first and last time seeing me play roller derby. My parents just so happen to be visiting the US that month. They currently live in Ireland. I’m overjoyed to know that they’ll be there for this!!
Big Love and Slainte to you all!
Right back at you Tank! We couldn’t have done it without you!